I associate home with safety. There is safety in permanence and in sureness. Safety feels planned for or obtained. I’m currently planning for when I’m old, when I’m unable to work, when I die. Making sure I cover myself and the spaces that I take up. There is no sureness or permanence in my planning for this safety. Oddly, I feel most safe or at home when I watch water; something that is repetitive, always moving, never permanent, never sure.